I’m sorry I’m such a bitch sometimes. I’m sorry that I might be changing and not for the better. I’m not trying, but lately I find myself in a weird state that has never affected me this way before. I’m not sure whats happening, but no one is to blame, my head is just in a weird place right now. I appreciate the offered help and open ears but I can only help myself. So ya. I’m sorry I’m a bitch.